Well first off my dating history is not some thing to proud of. I gave my heart too soon to some guy and I had to pay for it dearly in the end. I find it weird how all my life up until those times how I was looking forward to dating and being able to hold some one close like tht. It not only made me feel special but I felt I could fly! It was a great feeling but it really sucked how it ends because you were so high and so happy and then you break up and it's like, suicide sounds good now. (don't ever do suicide! it's bad!) But then i realized I don't have to have a boyfriend or a girlfriend to be really happy cause if I had to settle down with a million friends instead one good love I'd be happier with the million friends. And let me tell you something, to be able to hang out with all your friends and be able to do what ever you want sounds better any way. Cause you can pick and choose who ever you want instead of being with just one person, though to be able to do that is cool too.

But in the end I have to say that to love is to give some thing sacred about yourself to some one and trust they will give you theirs in return, like they're heart. You know friends are a great feeling but that one special some one you want to love forever and ever is a feeling that not even your bestest friend can give you.